Thunderstorm Thoughts

2009-11-06T20:52:00.000+08:00

It has been raining.
I actually have pictures to post but I'm just so lazy to get up and get my cable.
:)

TOMORROW is going to be a hectic day.
I still can't decide if i should bring bby to tuition or come home first :/

ANYWAY. There's someone i really miss!
ITS SUZI!!
i read my other blog which is old cause I've changed and hardly post there anymore.
Suzi found my blog of all blogs. its quite a shocker actually.

GUESS WHAT, SHE'S FROM UK! she's pretty :D
yeah, i miss her, haven't talked to her in awhile, can't find her anywhere ):
but i'm happy to be able to bump into her :)
she's about 18 or 19 now.

THIS IS HER

yeah, so sad to not contact her anymore. i miss her!
I MISS MY SWITZERLAND FRIENDS TOO ): like Arielle!
they taught me German/ French.
bleh ):

so sad to loose friends huh.
cherish the ones you have now!

SIDETRACK!
i'm infatuated with coloured eyes!
wish i had coloured eyes. you know, blond hair blue eyes kinda thing. like turquoise <3
i wish i was Caucasian, who doesn't! if thats the case, i'd love to be a red head!

also, i wanna be tall ):

see how tall swifty is ):

I WANT THE DAMN BEANIE FROM FOX LOL.
):

hot topic having sales <3

Ebb and flow

2009-11-05T20:49:00.009+08:00

This is a garrulous post. I have cautioned you. Without further ado, you may proceed.
I just noticed that my post does not allow capitalized letters to appear. Do they not realize how paramount it is? Pardon me for the improper typing thanks to this format or something. Looks like i need a new skin.

-Is life a constant battle, with daily struggles to get through the day?
How we yearn for the realm of dreams to be our reality.

-Are you that fervent about life? I want to be, alongside with God's will

-I really wished examinations could be passed with flying colours with just minimal dexterity. Yes, I'm not really endeavored to study hard. Despite knowing the consequences, i still procrastinate . We all do, don't you?
But i have to, so I'm determined to study during the holidays, hope i really do. Gahh abhorrent, not.

-I hope that textbooks or notes have cabalistic sidetracks that may spur interest haha.

-Need to improve my languages. The imagery of me blabbering during oral still looms in the corner of my mind. It was so embarrassing. I hope for 0 levels , we won't get a invigilator with baleful looks lol , I'd freak out.

-Life is mediocre. With extra classes till next week. I just wish my brain will be more proactive :)

-I dislike cantankerous and capricious people

-Sometimes you wished those callow boys in class would grow up. Then there may be a chance of a camaraderie haha. Jk. But their awkward ebullience towards certain stuff, makes me doubtful of their sanity :}

- Today's weather is a caprice of nature in Singapore. Like totally. Perhaps its just the welcoming of the "winter" season.

live your life well. do things that are de rigeur and don't do anything ignominious.

And yes, i like to complain. Which is bad, I must change.

2009-11-04T16:39:00.002+08:00

tuition later ):
some movies that i wanna watch

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mabv9YfYN4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NSvX6GBH_58
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E3nA9AG1AWk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XbJyaO97QPY

okay i hate youtube new's layouttt so troublesome to copy the html now!

2009-11-02T19:25:00.002+08:00

i've been so lazy to update haha :)
okay so i've gotten back my report card and its unsatisfactory.
i've been saying that for lots of times but i'm not doing anything!

:/ need to do something about my grades!
so there's extended school for 2 wks and i have tuition as well.
time to buck up!

honestly, i have no idea of my future ):
so its november! just less than 2 more months to secondary 4! ):
need to study during this 2 months!

so whats going on in the following weeks till dec.
- saturday's officially booked (tuition, worship, caroling)
yes caroling starts this saturday!
and im playing this sunday! wonder whose in the team hmm..

- MRL CAMP T_T SO DO NOT WANT to go ):
-e5 chalet?!
- youth camp!! (pulau ubin whoo)
- caroling.

hmm :)

anyways, i watched jay chou's secret last night on tv
ITS AN AWESOME SHOW SERIOUSLY. GO WATCHHH!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2MVaWQCHAdI&feature=related

this guy uploaded the best quality , so go watch it! i watched it again today :D

so extra classes was hectic!
hosh went through stuff ,im stil blur ):

sigh, anyway it rained! but it was so bloody hot in the afternoon!!
argh.
did a cover :)

see you arounddd

2009-10-22T19:12:00.002+08:00

i feel sleepy after crying.
thats why its, cry yourself to sleep.

went to town and caught "my sister's keeper"
i need to read that book!
:)
weird thing was that we bumped into arif who sat in our row =.=
fun part was before meeting up.

lookbookkk <3 haha eye candy LOLL.
after the show was boring, too sleeepy xD

so we're getting back our results tmrw. doomsday ?

gdluck all.

lol, bboying is dangerous.
everytime i talk to IMH, has new injuries =.=

ok.bye

E.N.D

2009-10-15T18:44:00.002+08:00

because.

MSND lovelovelovelovelove, was all i was ranting about.
i guess it not perfect after all.

haha whatever, i don't really care about it.

1 more to go!

careful

2009-10-11T11:33:00.005+08:00

quick update.
exams exams exams!
if you haven't been reading the papers, there are lots of natural disasters in the world. its real scary. ever wondered if its the end of the world. after reading Matthew 24, its becoming more surreal.

):
yesterday i studied.
2 tuitions in the morning. lol, i was shocked when i saw Samuel! testosterone level, must be?
got ready and met up with fahima, aizan and abigail. we went to the airport to study.
i laughed my way there. awkward lol -.- abigail.

studied~~~ till 7??
ate popeyes and went back.
bucnh of crazy people on the train! we took lots of pictures and videos.
upload them next time.

aizan was talking to my aunty lol. mom helped me with my bag so i went back alone first.

today i am SCARED. LITERALLY.
going to study chem, bio and math today!

everyone in prayers!
(:

cant wait for brick by boring brick.

2009-10-04T23:26:00.001+08:00

why won't you believe in me.

things are getting worse.
her time line is haywire.

the whole world is coming to an end.

2009-10-02T19:13:00.003+08:00

eventful week.
-chak shing has already left. hope to see you soon! i will study hard!
- knowing of my ridiculous schedule
- bio homework that ruined our night =.=
- that resulted in not studying for polynomial test.
- guess what, i passed the test. ( amath!)
- did not touch bby or the com much
- brand new eyes rocks

on the other hand, there's upsetting things to.
been informed to be prepared as grandmama may pass on.
cos she saw grandpapa coming home to pack.

i miss grandpapa, though i have a vague memory of him. he's the coolest ever and yes he is forever. he passed on when i was 6 or something and he had a piercing. i remember he celebrated my birthday. he worked with the americans/ english.

grandmama doesnt remember me now. but i hope she will.
i will always remember my birthday they threw for me last year. though it was vegetarian, i really enjoyed it. i learnt how to pick up some teo chiew from them.
i love you.

well i hope mom will be alright.
its gonna hurt a lot if the odds do happen.
i can only pray and ask God to bring his presence here. I will not ask why because he has planned everything and death is part of his creation.

~
side track, i have learnt how to play..... turn it off, brick by boring brick, ignorance, the only exception, all i wanted, looking up , where the lines overlap.
from paramore new's album.
doubt i'll be doing cover. its gonna make my throat sore.

best wishes to all people out there.
papers starts monday.

Thank God for all the lovely friends i hve out there.

i want to trust in the lord..
though sometimes my faith may be weak but he uses my weaknesses to make me stronger.

you love me for who i am like how the stars hold the moon

2009-09-30T21:42:00.002+08:00

im feeling so damn stressed.
so many things to do that icant even study!!!

next week..
after school, extra lessons.. reach home 5.. 5m a math tuition till 7? 7pm chemistry..
i dont even ahve time to rest neither study and exams start next wk LIEK SHIT PLZ.

IM MUGGING SHITZZZZ THIS WK. DAMN IT.
):

MY BRAIN IS FAILING ME BADLY.
I CANT RMB A SHIT ABOUT MATH AND PRACTICAL STUFF OKAY

AND THE TEACEHRS ARE GIVING SO MUCH WORK.

sometimes i wish i was smart but i can't..

i failed chem ct and english.. the whole class did lol.

BUT CRAP.
GNA GET OFF THE COM NOW.

BYEBYE.

AND JY YOU CONFUSE ME IDK WHAT TO THINK LA.

THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO IS SMSING ME VERSE ADN ENCOURAGEMENTS LOVE YOU ALL. NEED THEM BADLY!!!
DEPRIVED OF MY SLEEP LOOK LIKE A DAMN PANDA ALREADY ):

2009-09-24T21:48:00.002+08:00

my skin. its killing me
as expected. duty turned out horrible and i almost died of embarrassment

cramps ): died in class
ouch.

need to get a haircut soon.
friday or saturday

exams suck.
don't you hate them?

2009-09-22T22:26:00.005+08:00

messed up.
duty tomorrow ( not looking forward).
.....................................

chem class was fun both in school and class hahaha.
purposely one right teacher! stare at with your head on the table. make me feel as if i did something wrong =.=
had miscommunication last week and i didn't go hahah! haven't seen darren for a long time. good luck for your N!

T.S is finally back! <3
so she was with Hayley and chad and grant haha.
speaking of them, i absolutely love brand new eyes and nfg!

(:
brand new eyes is releasing soon (:

brick by boring brick
oh yes something unfolded today, like a revelation HAHA.
gosh mom is so dao please! talk to her also, no response =.=

love

OMG. SPWD say i'm his best friend wor (:
haha, lol met him in nutc.. saw klins also =.=
so i bluff samuel :P
madness! samuel and pjh buying me on f4s LIKE SIAO PLZ. omg =.=
still say buy me back tmr.. crazy lor.. i think they spent more than 200m alr..

=.=

if you could choose any person you wanted to be with, who would it be?

2009-09-21T13:54:00.002+08:00

sometimes his accent is so funny (:

this girl is very good..
her vocal range is about the same as demi lovato? which is wow.. see her listen and if you only knew cover. she even acts like her sorta lol..
she plays guitar too..

megan and liz

2009-09-21T13:28:00.003+08:00

I wasted my weekends.
Sunday was good.

Church is always the highlight.
Dre told me we're having caroling when i'm still having the bridging school thang !!
yes ):
Soma has bling in her mouth hahaha, braces (:

Went causeway for dinner.
Then back to tampines.
Went uniqlo -.- stupid la, dre.
They were there till it closed.. I went other places.. Found the colour lipy i wanted hehe.

I got a tee too..
Went home then saw jq lol.
haha.
having fun with virtual dj.

i need audiocity!!

autumn looks to winter~

credits to
wetseal, soimpolite, baby cakes, f21

ta

2009-09-19T16:04:00.004+08:00

rain rain rain.
hmm.. went for class and found SPWD got himself injured.. text me and didnt reply -.-
WAS so tired.. did matrices then slept LOL.
then teacher was saying how Samuel was so talented =.= cos he was wearing the class tee he drew.. i was like laughing LOL.

hah...
came out then suddenly.. wrote stuff!~~
played cs..
then i'm going out soon with dre.. cos he wants to go to his fav shop =.=
at least i'm not alone hahaha.
wont die anyways..

YESS I GOT NEW BAGS.. LEATHER BAGS (:
DRE GOT 1. I GOT 3 HAHAHA. actually, they're from dad's old friend who did leather stuff.. i got back from class the andre was like, " NEW STUFFS FROM TREASURE CHEST, quick grab!!! i already got one".. LOL.
post pics next time (:

the new line of doc marts so ugly lor ):
hmm.. anyone wants to buy dickies? hottopic selling at US10 only.. and smoochiezz is doing the spree again.. will be about 20 bucks in sg.. (saves a lot).. F21 ALSO HAVE lol..
i meant clothes..

i wanna get high cuts.. maybe vans hahahah.
new playlist up.

2009-09-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

i didn't go out in the end.. but I AM TOTALLY TMR.
it was the rain today and playing CS lol..
just wrote down my list for tmr..

i spent time with bby today (:
lol, by God's grace i recovered from cough and flu last night.. but my throat still hurts.

yeah.. anyways.. managed to talk to Jonas today haha 2 years dude!
he watches GG haha.

i miss retreats.. especially.. playing pool LOL.

yeah CS WOOO.
lol im still noob =.=

2009-09-17T21:53:00.003+08:00

yesterday i wrote in my diary after eons.
kinda funny to read back.

i have a feeling i'm failing my chem after what sherry said.
well.

i'm ill now.. damn cough.. dont know whether i got it from jodi xD
might be.. after 3 hours plus with them..
this sucks.

i'm chilling out tmr. yayayayay with me mememememe.

my throat. cough
):
);

math tmr.
:O
:o
:o

doom
doom
doom
dooooooooooom

ahh canadian teacher for lit haha.
i'm not doing cme cos i'm sick. going off now.

adios

i'm having break outs ):

2009-09-14T22:47:00.003+08:00

i'm not post much maybe once in a blue moon till after exams.
Nothing much to talk about anyways..

about the taylor kanye beyonce thang.. hahaha..
taylor <3
kanye booo
beyonce sweet

(:
check youtube for more info -VMA's
yeah so.. i updated my list where most of my money will in time go to =.=
its getting... out of hand HAHA.

Dre sprained his wrist today ehehe..
get well soon lol.. he was pricked by the bone setter's blade.. kinda gross..
hmmm..

and.. thats all?

2009-09-07T16:03:00.002+08:00

i misss youuuuuu
):

my weekends were okay.
couldnt meet up with .......!!!
sad ):

sunday we had a long talk..
i did a bad job during worship.. but i guess i can improve the next time..black beauty was really heavy!!!!
i got to play the fender strat before service started..
i love it.. but i cant take it home lol.

went back with a hurt heart.

geez.. battlefield sounds a lil like one of my songs.
hah.
today went school for lessons.. cabbed to school with jq..
$$
x.x
struggled to keep awake..

I WANNA GET MY AMP.
hehehe pick ups working..
kevin's peavey is nice man!! i think its 20 watts or 15.
loud!!
i wonder 10 watts loud a not..

gotta get my feet and brain to study..
maybe if that ass is not training , we can meet up. and teach me chinese xD
make that ass come down from kallang again hehehe.

2009-09-04T22:11:00.002+08:00

what a day.
waht z ady
wtah e yad

maybe i shouldn't have said ," tgif tmr" ,yesterday.
today is not my day
(repeat)
(repeat)

so yeah.
caught the time traveller's wife today.
i was with..................
it was niceee (:

met some new friends.
:o

(*^*&%* TUITION KEEP CHANGING TIME SLOTS.
this is so so infuriating.
plus its another teacher tmr.
then i'm bringing bby along. rawr i wish you were lighter xD

oh well..
gotta go back to school twice next week =_<

just wanna close my eyes and pretend i never met you.

2009-09-01T23:06:00.003+08:00

bumped into zong han who called me a liar, i wasnt dude.
stayed at the lib then walked home, saw zong han at the bball court. then agen went back already.
talked to jonas, laughing over the comments i got.. hahaha..

so..
today..
i totally forgot to record!! i guess its okay.
stayed away from bby and com till now.
went to chem just now. expected zul not to come after seeing him ytd.
waited for teacher then darren came late after the long journey.
felt like dozing off when he was going thru ORGANIC CHEM with darren..
haha..
its in my mind ........ dang.
alkane alkene and whatever have yous.

nothing much to look forward to except for the weekends!
practice and debut heh.
(:

anyways belated birthday to mn and early happy birthday pea brain!
hope you guys will quit smoking soon!!
and getting into stupid trouble.

2009-08-31T18:53:00.002+08:00

have to make a comeback.
i dont want to be a failure.

):

I GETTING AWAY FROM THE COM AND BBY.

*prays real hard i can.

anyways, the youth team is makingour debut next sunday!
im nervous...

Pea brain's birthday is coming! hope i can upload the song in time heh.

ciao

p/s ( tchers day concert was horrible, very very boring.)

saw my old buddies! the basketballers =.=
zong han talk crap only! i wonder what samuel has been saying to them!!!
agen also tskkk..

2009-08-17T19:22:00.002+08:00

Miracles do happen.
(:
I thought i'd never see you before left but amazingly i bumped into you.
It took me away, seriously.
Though I didn't get to spend last moments with you, thanks for the times and even the joy that you've brought to me heh.
Didn't get to send you off, thanks for the chocolates.. Hope to see you again soon! Don't be too sad for your loss of hair, you're still an eye candy :p

Saturday
went for class... was a little upset HAHAAA.
joel and jq came over...~~
left for dinner at 6plus..

pretty interesting stuffs..
then walked home around 10plus.. saw ZHU! but he was on the phone~.

bathed then watched silent hill. haha.

SUNDAY
the face, no longer there.
hmmm..
usual stuff? then dialog session..
went back with uncle dennis and aunty lena.. haha she asked if i watched silent hill LOL.

Sschool's back.
i'm starting to study.
yay good for me.
won't be updating much.. pretty lazy..
plus my com is equivalent to being dead..

lol

2009-08-13T20:48:00.004+08:00

kill me.

i can't concentrate on my studies.
i'm probably gonna fail this years thats what dre and mom says.

i wanna cry. my tummy hurts.
!

i have to ditch bby now otherwise its too late. gonna keep it already and not taking it out.

we're under the same night sky but i dont get to see you before you leave ): *CRIES.AHHHHHH. why are you leaving so early!!
):

:o flo lied! okay maybe not, he probably coloured his hair to brunnette.
WHAT IS THIS!!!!! NOW SPWD text me say he dying soon.

WHAT.

SICK OF THIS LA.
zz.

gonna do my homework.

still talking to jonas! (rawr he got a LP!and i love his accent!! jam tog after exams ) and jeff..

2009-08-10T15:58:00.001+08:00

I SPENT MY WEEKENDS OUT.

i feel like dying now.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH my nose is leaking. and it sucks.. should have brought a jacket.

):

2009-08-08T13:10:00.003+08:00

shall update later when i get home or something.
my arm hurts ):

beanie then pea brain later.
i miss my blu .
hehe seeing it later. crap i gotta clear space again =.=

blehh okay, gonna eat and get ready to meet
CIAO

yeahh made some new friendss woo blonde hair blue eyes :o

and goodbye michael, justin and ashley!
sorry i can't meet you guys in the end.. would have loved too!
have a safe trip back home :D

~
kinda boring in the end. lol but save the best for the last (:
met beanie and co.
LOL. lost in marina, tired from walking so much, kinda shocked them?!
then........... idk.. boring.

went back at 6plus.. met pea brain at simei.. i tapped out alr then he call me say he going tamp =.=
made him carry blu haha, took 38.. before that, we talked duh. lol.. SO OVER WITH MN.
duh.
felt like sleeping but couldn't la. zz.

got off at my stop~ SNAIL.
then...
THINGS HAPPENED.

lazy to type lah..told mum i meeting shuan then went down to wait for him.i got to ride on shuan's bike.. WOO my first time, shiok man, not scary la very fun (:

went to popular and he payed for my pen thanks.. got a ride back home.. thought mom would still be at the mall also lol.. but no.

2009-08-03T17:54:00.004+08:00

nothing much to say.
:\

my weekends was boring.
forgot to update last week.. debut for God haha..

FRIDAY i went cycling for 5 minutes to the library lol.. shiok, returned my books..
dre got me the rolling stones with taylor on the cover :D

hmmmm...
havent done covers good ones) htc audio sucks so... yeahhhh..
saturday went for class and worship meeting till night..

SUNDAY... was okay....
aww well couldn't see daniel haha!! fahima was with M ;D
ehh i wanna meet him ehhh LOL..

ah well..
all good things come to an end..
sadly..

this week will be hectic..
.=.=

at joel's place now lol..

2009-07-24T20:53:00.002+08:00

last day of the week. It didn't really go well.
TODAY WAS EPIC FAIL AGAIN. lol, cause of the rain =.=

never mind~
saw zhu anyways in the train.

was talking about going out with samuel today. in the end he has to help his teacher again. was talking PJH today haha.

lessons were... okay?
did a lit test, chem practical! , math..., break!, MT test zz.. i think i'm gonna fail~

hmmm.. went home straight.. saw shafiq! haha, waved twice ;D
felt drops of rain..

HTC FAIL ME lol.. gotta start saving up for a camera phone with good sound quality.. recommendations? BESIDES SE. or a vid cam maybe :\
dug up old stuff from my se MC. laughing away at the hilarious videos..
updated mine already! trying to use my se back.

TOMORROW i start off early.. aw man gotta up around 8..
with jamming!
lol... worship practice hehe..
don't know if im going out>?

HELLO PEOPLE.. DATE MEH.

blehh.. i have cravings for an amp+electric guitar+mike.
<3 HEHE.

wonder what happened between her and trace.
so upsetting.

its another day to call unto you
thank you for everything

2009-07-23T19:36:00.002+08:00

BEFORE I FORGET.
THE CUTEST BAND HAHAHAHA!!!!!

THE GIRL LOOKS LIKE DUFFY-.- EW LOL

love the bass

chris is so cute.
oh can you stand watching videos of people doing piercings?

2009-07-23T19:12:00.003+08:00

hey hey hey.
i cant be saying that my days have been boring soooo..

I HAD A FABULOUS WEEKEND ;DDDDD ( watched a play at RP, got a sexy purple bag, church :D)
hahahahah.

EYE CANDY BABY.

oh well, (:
mmhmmmmmmm. had lots of tests here and there. but i'm gonna fail most ):
what a failure.
and guess what? the handy has bad sound quailty too ): im probably sticking to my SE to record. not forgetting my desktop is infected with some stupid virus ):

mornings are such epic failures.
twice in row we still failed.
ahahahah. Wed couldnt meet up with zhu cos my leg hurt and it rained (nice), told me to take the bus instead. met up with jq and bumped into a inconsiderate fella who scolded us =.=
today was worse. zhu went back to sleep! told me to go ahead and not to be late.
oh yeah did i mention? its my worse streak ever. its twice i've gotten detention for being late.

quite a week. met up with pea brain and friend, happy laughing away~~~

argh.
thats why i hate buses in the morning.
we'll see if tomorrow will be another epic fail?

on the brightside,
-i saw agen this week in a bad moment haha. with a gang =.= GANG YEAH. don't get into so much trouble okay! and i like your hair now haha.

- tomorrow's friday!

-i'm playing on sunday!

-i've ran out cover ideas! (plz tag!)

and you just gotta love his voice.
i wouldn't mind having a guy like that ( wont mind a guitarist!). i could fall asleep any moment :p but i like the lyrics to this song, for the really jazzy voice listen to shake it?

get well soon! MN.
;D

looking forward to this weekend too :p

momma says i should go for vocal training HAHAHAHAH

2009-07-16T19:08:00.003+08:00

hi.
busy week as usual. school is never so free.
days of honeymoon are over.

oh yes, I've got a few pictures of the anniversary and i look like some crazy kid! so not me haha, or maybe it its. I liked playing on the high chair, it like we're at a bar or a small gig (: post pics at the bottom.

learn lots of new stuff, starting to love tabs heh.

not forgetting, this little brat who goes around with primary school pictures. Grow up!

week end's here. after tomorrow.

2009-07-11T15:43:00.002+08:00

its so funny that she says we're slow and yet she throws a whole piles of work at us.
too much math.. i still don't get some stuff.

lots of homework for the weekends.. what a weekend..
bio and math test next week.
wow.

so messed up. added pressure to my latest lost of my lousy phone.
which screws up lots of stuff cos my beloved stuffs are in my phone.
):
i think the memory card is stuck. crap.
stuck with my bulky nokia for now, no videos ): the quality sucks.
and my memory card is pathetic.

lets just hope i can get a new phone soon.
P/S never get SE phone no matter how tempting they can be, you'll end up in regret.

went to the "library" yesterday.
oh well i did, but not first. met mark at ze sports hall with lots of riders -.- he was wearing a beanie lol.
went to library after that, bought something to eat, bought stuff, then library.
oh yes, lucky me, i found money in a book.

went home. saw a candy colour dress. * tempting*
didn't buy.

mmhmm.. then mark text about today. with gary.
plans failed hahaha.
i dont think i'm meeting him. gary is lazy also.. that pig.. and its a miracle he bought my candy bar wonder if he will pass it to me on monday.

i think i'm stressed or something. pimples are popping back.
):

new playlist up. nice songs!
enjoy :D

gonna starting doing my work.
OH YES. i'm so looking forward to next week.
Daniel is coming back LOL. mom told me :x
they're staying at ian's place i think! xD
long time since i've seen that brunette kid!

:D

2009-07-07T21:56:00.002+08:00

hi,, havent been updating in awhile haha..
nobody ever reads this anyway.

hmmm.. 1 week of sch has gone.
so well, my weekends were packed again.

saturday went for tuition then took bliss and went to uncle tom's place with dre.. had duet practice and the skit rehearsal. shawn was wearing a beanie, looked cute. haha.
i played joy in the skit, with the visa dancing thing! HAHAHA.

must wait for yvette to post up some pics ;D or video. hehe.
went for dinner~ stepped on melvin's foot hah! that's for sentosa one.
trained back to tamp cos dre wanted to go uniqlo. went shopping~ hehe. basic tees!

SUNDAY.
left home early.. met with cam at bueno vista. walked to the NTU alumni building.. took bliss to the open air space and practice again.. dennis called us to test guitars.. decided to use the high chair, to experience what singers go thru :D

cam was stand.. i used kevin's faith! nice guitar.. sadly, my guitar was too soft and i was doing the plucking and my mike was spoilt?! hahaha.. the second song i plucked the whole verse so they could hear tho..

everyone was asking why my voice couldn't be heard.. -.-
anyways, dennis told me i'm up for service hehe :DD
21st anniversary of gnbc!

mmhmm.. best part was jamming after lunch! with cam, shawn and sarah! jamming to taylor swift songs HAHAHA.. i took dennis' black beauty and played a lot of taylor's songs :p

went to the expo after that..
the dudes spend a lot! :0

MONDAY
supposed to meet up with gary and mark but it rained so....
went out with amirul and yushan.. i was bullied ):
got jq's present! walked home.

TODAY
dummy told me not go today cos he wasn't going to ride so maybe tmr.. but i have stay back tmr lol.. ehh, where's my skittles.. liar, you said this week.
shall wait and see..
Did my math hw but didnt bring =.=
haha..
chem tuition was okay.. zul is kinda like shahrul man.. heh

gonna update youtube soon.. have a handful of videos just lazy to post :p

till then!!!
shall edit with pics soon HAH.

P/S anyone can buy me the life story taylor swift magazine!
100 pages all about taylor LOL. i doubt singapore has it ):

she's on lots of covers now tho..
sighh..
her fav book is.. TO KILL A MOCKING BIRD.. HAHA.
lit, we're doing midsummer night dreams now.. christian bale <3 lol.. not a big fan ya.. gna start reading breaking dawn soon.
(:

to love and to be in love.

2009-06-29T18:51:00.002+08:00

so much for getting scolded during the filming today.
It was horrible. And i never want to experience it again.

i know someone who would fervently agree too :p

so for the pass 2 weeks, bliss has gone under 2 surgeries haha..
sadly, anniversary is this week and i have no time to season my new strings to ease the squeaking - ): i doubt i have time to entertain my two loves ): *wails

school is hectic and so problematic lol.
first day sucks as always. Don't ask me, i'll wasting my energy typing the shit that happened. Boys are big time liars i just realized.. Where's my candy bar you owe me one month ago gary!!! stupid mushroom head -.-

She is scolding me as usual too.. Anyway, its really not my fault i had lunch so late okay.. blame the school and stop scolding me.. my gastric is probably setting back in and its gonna suck big time.
emotions and feelings no human can understand.. every night i lay on my bed crying to sleep and asking God...

can i entrust my dear bby to someone i dont know if i can possibly trust?
):

stop forcing me.. shut up and let me go. lol

won't be updating regularly, she would be screaming for me to get of.. till then.

its coming, i can feel it

and i hate it

2009-06-25T09:39:00.002+08:00

busy week again..
what a way to end the holidays.

so for Tuesday and Wednesday, we trained at Kallang.. the water was disgusting i tell you! And you come out smelling gross..
The water has those sewage smell, damn gross and coach said it was drain like WTH.
The water was like polluted! Lots of dead fishes floating around and can see oil eww.
The fishes all come in different sizes small ones to big ones like those you eat..

-.- so gross and all the water splash unto us ( face, hands everything!!!! )

coach made me change to left side and back to ride side for yesterday.. SO MY WHOLE BODY IS ACHING NOW.. BLOODY HELL. competition = gg already lahh, friday leh!
i cannot bend ):
my shoulders, hand, arms ,sides everything hurts..
but yesterday's weather was goo. .went back to sch for for the forms, saw joshua hahaha ( he got his cut off ) , the ncc dudes and jiaqi!
went to eat lunch at kfc with adawiyah and felicia, we were freezing inside!
took mrt and went to t1, bought my lip sunscreen. it was still raining so i took a bus home.

ate tons of beef yesterday for dinner..
went for tuition, felt like sleeping ( was so tired).....
not forgetting i had chem on tuesday -.- thomas not teaching alr!! i went into his bio by accident la, so ps..
the new teacher was okay, friendly.

OH YEAH AND THAT JINSON..
call me then told me something... luckily i asked josh la! jinson , liar!
supposed to watch transformers today with ezra they all but they forgot me -.- ( plus he booked online!) i want to watch ):

later i'm meeting mum to get my shoes.. like wth, so ex can!! 50 bucks for vans, gimme the money for amp better! plus keds more comfy but no white ):
i might be getting an amp cheap ( have to sacrifice my allowance and cant watch transformers ):
still need to buy cable.........

T_T

i'm fully booked for friday and sunday..
so, cant go down to gideon's shop for the mid year sale!! zz

saturday i'm going to sentosa with the young adults and some youths ? ( dont know whose going)
they're playing touch rugby but i'm not most probably.. i'll still be aching all over =.= maybe getting a tan or something.. hahaha.

anybody wanna join along?!
:D

2009-06-22T19:51:00.003+08:00

I'm frazzled, totally.

FRIDAY,SATURDAY, SUNDAY AND TODAY = 4 HECTIC DAYS

FRIDAY
had training.
met up with Azrayna and Rachel fong to catch a movie.
went to cotton and did some shopping. I went down to city hall and met Lydia and Ann got stuff and window shopped. went home with dre.

SATURDAY
after tuition, i went to revive my tresses, ate lunch and met Ian. In the end, uncle Dennis gave us a lift to the station. Took the train to outram, talked a lot haha, about guitar (what else)
(:

walked to Sarah's place .. the weather was the killer.
discussed about the skit and boy was it hilarious.. i'm joy, what a tough job. haha.
headed to vivo.. the best scene was juliana screaming hysterically when ken's coke spilled over. it was so scary, i don't really like it when girls scream.

trained back with Ian and Dre.
went to cotton on and got cam's present and my skirt. I'M officially broke now ):
I can't even buy my guitar stuff...

SUNDAY
pre race at marina barrage. Adawiyah and I missed all the rowing action. Instead we sat down looking at all the hot dudes. Seriously, nothing beats looking at lots poly and secondary guys, with tanned skin and toned bodies. HAHA, adawiyah went crazy and kept pointing the ones that looked like Koreans. But most of them were really cute :D

went back with her. I took the train all the way down to woodlands.. I slept the whole journey.. Bought my lunch and went to church..
Dennis got me pins :D YAY , something off my list now (:
beautiful bone pins with abalone inlays and red brass rings hehe. they cost quite a lot, so thanks Dennis!

After service, celebrated cam's birthday.
Ian and Kev asked if I knew hot to change the pins.. LOL..
In the end, kevin helped me and also changed my strings.. sadly, there wasnt any sand paper or I could have lowered my saddle.

anyways, the pins made a huge difference, bliss is much louder and brighter (: will be lowering my saddle next sunday yay!

TODAY
chatted with Ian about guitar stuff again.. I WANT AN AMP AHAAA.
gotta save up AT LEAST 120 ): so broke right now.......

went for AYG.. so tiring..
it was about 5 hours..

HELLO EVERYBODY , start taunting cherwin.
that ass wipe got so much bang! LES PAUL AND VOX AMP... F.Y.I , that = more than 1k *&^*%&$&^$^$%&

i hope that kev's one is still working then i can try ;DD

lazy to update my youtube x.x
training tmr at 7am S.O.S

2009-06-18T13:23:00.003+08:00

hi I'm back..
I'm so tired since i got back its like 2 days of jet lag.

Retreat was great, it was fun , amazing.
Loved talking and sharing. Played during worship for my first time, it was awesome i just loved the sound of a plugged in guitar.
Brought bliss for nothing =.=

Legends was a great place to stay.
Lots of pictures on facebook! thanks yeah PJ!

i have training tomorrow, sadly. really.

one thing that cheers me up is taylor.
you're so cute and congrats for the awards.
best quality at cmt.com

and i'm too late to get the camel bone blanks!
dennis has it!! ZZZ

2009-06-11T14:23:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
i'm so tired right now after talking for 2hours till 1!
gotta pack soon!

anyways, pictures as promised. Tmr i'm gonna tie random braids in my hair hahaha.
Taylor has some ice on her teeth i think, i cant wait for the CMA'S! next weeek , sweet.

you're all by yourself, and all messed up.

nice gibsons. find your dreams.

would i cry over the phone? do you know what it feels like being alone.
miss you guyzzzz.

i shall do avril covers when my voice can make it. hahaha.

i deduced that the most popular brand of guitars are Taylors and Gibsons.

i've yet to pack :o

2009-06-10T22:53:00.002+08:00

DB training today was okay?

Tuition was ...........

Now i'm on the phone with jinson.
its been a million years since someone called me? eh no..

he's so lame and he sings and talks like a record on repeat -.-

we've been talking like for 35 mins already =.=

HAHA TAYLOR LOOKS SO CUTE WITH T- PAIN , THEY ARE PERFORMING TGT AT CMA'S!
POST UP THE PICS NEXT TIME (:
SO CUTE. she's in hip hop clothes, so cutee.

we're still talking on the phone~~

packing tmr!

2009-06-09T19:50:00.003+08:00

As usual, I am a no-lifer.
Haven't dyed my jumper, i wonder what i've been doing at home since the holidays.

......

just getting an earful from * you know who.
She says i flirt at home, like wow. Hi, I am a flirtatious girl =.=
When the truth of the matter is, guys all run when they see me.
I'd rather have neuro cancer or something than to live in this horrible earth.

Currently, I'm very sick of the holidays.
As so you can see.

I just can't wait to pack my bags and leave for the getaway.

Anyway, thanks for the comments on youtube (:

OH, i think Taylor's recording, hopefully a new album soon (:
She's in studio with T-pain LOL, may not be recording together or...?

P/S trace cyrus is SO IN LOVE with demi lovato, not kidding.. ~Twitter.
Metro station is now in Philippines btw , don't know why they're not dropping by sg?

too lazy to post up pics.

mmhmmm, new play list up. MY COVER IS UP TOO LOL.
surprisingly, i found it.

)(&(&(^ Soul2soul gig is on db comp =.=
i wanted to go.
!!!!!!!!

2009-06-07T22:16:00.002+08:00

I am in uncertainty.
Should i quit db?
We're sure to lose.

this week is gonna be a cashless week, half in sg half in somewhere else .
Can't buy new shades.

Tomorrow, have to do my tuition homework.
think about db ( stupid ), start thinking about what to pack.

Upsetting news, ann isn't rooming with cam and i ):
Nervous, I'm playing! :\
Good, rooming with cam ( jamming and losta chatting )

DB RUINS MY HOLIDAYS.

2009-06-05T22:22:00.003+08:00

things change so do people.
traveling to boon lay tomorrow.

also, early birthday yushan

(:

is there anyone out there who can understand what i'm going through?
God i guess.

2009-06-04T12:18:00.005+08:00

picture spam.
was bored yesterday, took pictures of bliss and true vintage. only one pic of bby no pics of blu ): but bby looks diff now, added a sratch plate. i should take it out and play it! and do some on the vintage before i part with it on sunday!
wrote a new song and planning to do covers. any requests? tag tag tag or text meeee!!

mhmm, updating diastole soon with the remixes from my bro's youtube the other day! HAHA, HILARIOUS.
i thought of a mash up yesterday with love story, thinking of you and your guardian angel. still drafting out the music. watched TURN TURN TURN, csi yesterday thanks to azrayna :D there's a repeat at 3 today!! go catch taylor (:
tuition last night, wow 2 and a half hours! crap, gay teacher again =.=

holidays are so boring.. at least i have plans for saturday? cg at boon lay.
wish me luck for later, bone setter!!!!! i wanna quit DB.

oh yes, should i cut my hair? ):
comments plzzz.

fate fell short this time, smile fades in the summer.
and yet again, you stole my summer and lost until november.

2009-06-02T21:31:00.003+08:00

OMGO MGOMOGMOGMOGMOGMGOMOM OMGO MGOMOGMGOMGMOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the leopard print strap that i wanted to buy, but did not buy in the end..

TAYLOR HAS THE EXACT SAME ONE TOO.

LALALALAALALALALALA, ANY KIND SOUL WANNA BUY FOR ME.

):

its the one in the run video. she has it on her koa wood cutaway.

2009-06-02T20:43:00.002+08:00

a bad start for 30 days.

MONDAY
came home broke, with a scalded tongue.
pretty sad.

TUESDAY
DB sucks. and i feel like quitting ): now I've got my elbow injured, may be going to see a bone setter tmr.
after DB, went back to sch, till 12 plus?
ate at mac with jodi and fahima. JODI, salt,sugar,coke,chili!! HAHA. hilarious xD

fahima accompanied me with to the sk8park, chatted with ezz for awhile then left for the library. met gary then tuned blu in the the library. LOL, i know. went back to sk8park, wanted to talk to ezz but he left for the other side where gary was =.=
so i went home.

rest of the day was boring.
tuition on wednesday! still unsure if i wanna go for training tmr, when the sun is so HOT .
):

i love sungha jung.
LOL. the way he plays, its so soothing .
oh sadly, the video for the mtv awards 2009 which has taylor in it and parts twilight bla blah is gone ):

it was funny.
how i wish singapore was UK, europe or something. where guys at least have better fashion sense.

2009-05-30T16:30:00.004+08:00

hi.
I'm pretty tired after 2 crazy days.
Gift carnival was wicked and now I've injured my hand ):

the last day of "school" was fun.
parents went to meet Mdm Ho, it was pretty okay.
ate lunch, azrayna left for sch, i left with fahima.
crashed under her block, with blu. ( no wonder it went out of tune so fast hah, sorry yeah?)
went to convertors, HAHAHA mini electric.
chilled at the library reading Guinness world records.

parted with blu, :\
Othello was....... mediocre. the journey was awesome, i was thinking about stuff to say if i were to die and the scenes.

ate dinner with THE GAY LIARS.
met mr Sharil lol.

reached home at 9.20?

THIS MORNING.
its holidays, wow.
my hand still hurts ):
went for tuition, the new math teachers looks gay. having a new a math class for the failures =.-

my Saturday is a goner, i think i wanna walk around the mall now.
recorded new videos.

not looking to next week, except for bliss's shopping. trainings, crazy trainings. i wanna do my nails and my hair. i wished i was fair so black nail would look nice.

2009-05-25T19:19:00.002+08:00

My previous post was wordy. Its mostly my thoughts, read it if you want, no obligations as I know that I've included some stuff on Christianity.

My week has been eventful.
Its so amazing to know how God blesses each and everyone of us.
I can't be hogging onto so many guitars. The bible says to share and to love everyone.
I've decided to bless kor Joshua with the old church guitar (:

And thank you ian and uncle dennis for the guitar.
(:
I've decided to name the 3rd addition, bliss.
Blu, Bby and Bliss, they all start with B for a reason.
haha.

SATURDAY
was real tiring for me!
went out of the house through and flow for 4 times! Felt sad and happy?
Sad for yushan and happy for...........
(:

SUNDAY
i wrote a song for yushan, and recorded it.
its gonna be up on distole soon.
(:

TODAY

horrible day.

and yushan, hope to see you soon.
cheer up okayyy, you'll be the first to hear my song!
love you.

2009-05-25T18:56:00.003+08:00

Death is inexorable.
Sometimes we despise death because its a heart- rending event.
We fail to understand God's will. Instead of taking someone's death as misery, pain and loss, we should be happy that one can join our God in heaven.
I know its a little religious, I apologize if this affects anyone but i believe that God wants to save all of us. The step we need to take , is to believe.

Is it part of of human nature to only regret and lament for not cherishing someone in absentia ? Or do we overlook the reality of death and take each day that we can live for granted?
I really thank God for everyday that i am able to live, although i do not know my days left, i would want to do something honorable unto the Lord. Instead of worrying and harping on little things, change the woebegone looks on your face to a pleasant one. I would want to live my life worthy unto the Lord.

What about you? What are you living for?

Everyone keeps worrying about their life, the future, but are we cherishing all that we have now? If i were to die, i really hope that i cherish everyone that i know, do something honorable onto God. And if someone close dies, I would be happy that I've known that person and cherished them for everything that they have done.

Still, i cannot understand the enmity and hatred people harbor.

Some people do not believe in the reality of heaven and hell.
But i do, sometimes i pray hard that i can save everyone that i know. But it all ends up in God's hands and the person's faith and heart.

The coming days are evil, things stated in Revelations are starting to be so surreal.

Lastly, i thank God for all of you.

2009-05-21T22:31:00.004+08:00

Don't blame me.
Taylor won at the BMI awards.
Congratulations to Kris Allen too. EPIC EPIC.
I still prefer Adam and i just saw the cutest guy today right, azrayna haha ( you should have been there!)

Oh and, is the situation of infatuation with blue eyes getting incontrollable or what!

speaking of blue eyes, take it away! (:
new videos. real nice.

2009-05-21T22:13:00.002+08:00

Another treacherous journey.
Epic moment? No, i must say. Its the shocking revelation which keeps everyone in suspense.

Failure brings about roots of success, lets just keep working hard.
I've got my fair share of admonition and I believe there's more to come.

Trying to repress all the sadness, you never fail to pull me down, what can i say? You think of the meanest stuff to say.

In time to come, the upper hand would be more repressive, something i must take precaution of. Bidding an early farewell to bby and distole. I'm not going to be a curmudgeon, sitting around pointing fingers around, settling the problem is what i really need to do.

If only the books were much simpler, advancement in technology doesn't seem to be on par with aiding us. Haha.

Side note, new sitting arrangements in class tomorrow, not really looking forward to it, desperately need ear plugs on, S.O.S . And, I apparently have no name, what am i ?
I am _______________
blank.

Catch up with you guys soon.
In the mean time, ciao.

2009-05-20T10:02:00.003+08:00

2 songs in 2 days, i know whats the mood like now.
yesterday was monotonous.
my phone chose to fail me again at the wrong timing. met pea brain at tampines , the unusual spot where chak shing fainted lol.
went to PP, the journey was long , talked quite a bit. *um who didn't believe it was that stop!
it was funny, sort of.
walked around the dead mall hahah,* series of events*, settled at borders and left soon enough.

Bedok was next, sorry for kinda like upsetting you or something on the bus.
went to Mac, met the skater dudes. I was left with them while he took his bike?
JIM IS SO BLOODY IRRITATING, nazif keeps talking crap and shows funny faces, ezz was okay?!
the 2 "bodyguards" were friendly aha.
then more came?
Jim was the noise man, totally. but he's cute, he's mixed? and small, 12 years old!
the rest of the day was totally boring for me.
i wished i could skate or something, next time!

ART PROG TODAY.
dang.
results tmr.
dang.
can we go out again
dang
dang
dang

Because in this treacherous sea, monsters i know are alive.
I said I'd never let you go and I never did.
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it.
If you didn't have a chance then I never did.
You'll always find me right there again.

unexpected

2009-05-18T22:26:00.003+08:00

today was wasted.
you still owe me pea brain (:
oh well, stayed at home. damn it, i wanna watch angel and demons may watch with yushan instead. tables have turned LOL. kinda boring, did lame stuff today.. making noise hahaha.
dre was funny anyways, he bought a new tote and was so scared that mum will scold so he crept into the kitchen to tell me HAHAHA.
WAH LAO, WHY YOU BUY TODAY. i want to buy the shades for 5 bucks! the leopard print one ):
anyone wants to buy stuff from cotton on? tell meeee kay!
(:

tmr.. kinda wasted again? going town, lets see what we will do.
update tmr?

ciao

t.s is in LA.
:o

2009-05-18T09:20:00.004+08:00

saturday was exceptionally fun. a girls day out (:
i'm gonna have a new e math tuition teacher ): the current teacher has operation, sigh. i like her though, she teaches well.

watched star strek with jiaqi and jodi. we snuck in drinks and "snacks". tried a new lollipop, it kinda sucks :\ sorry yeah

star trek was nice, the cute guy! ;) ( HAHA OMG TAYLOR JUST WATCHED IT TOO, she likes chris's pines voice )
ahahaha. walked around for a little while then i went home.
went to the mrt station, topped up card and bought 17! FINALLY, but this issue is boring..?

sunday, went to church. went a retro pair of jeans. it had flowers on it, sorta look like PJS. hahaha.
went home early? dre went for have heart's concert (sp?)

hands down, i'm getting the guitar that the church isnt using anymore (pick up spoilt), yeahhhhhh (:
dennis sent his black beauty for set up with FMI and bone pins. ZXAS SO NICE. his action is so freaking low its practically touch the fret already!!!!

tskk, gonna save up money.

things changed, two days going out. yeah PEA BRAIN.
wednesday need to go back to sch T_T HORRIBLE.

i need to check my phone, someone text me, byebye

yesterday, you really turned me off, how could you say such a thing

2009-05-15T14:06:00.002+08:00

i clicked the wrong button.
luckily i had this skin saved in my computer!
yes, i know this skin sucks. but bare with it. i spend hours editing.
which is hilarious.

i lost most links so if yours isn't correct or missing, please tell me!
i almost lost my tagbox too!

oh well.......
(:

I FOUND TAYLOR'S FONT :0 which is her signature font.
but must download... zz.

some weird people are following me on twitter o.o
yes, please add meh/comments/subscribe/laugh(its pretty retarded) if you ever come across diastole!

(:

:0

2009-05-15T10:00:00.002+08:00

ate vegetarian last night. again.
oh well, many stuff happened. communication ( like the literature poem) to foster a better relationship. I don't know how its possible, after being let down once again. high hopes = zero .

therefore, i shall not be thinking about getting a new bby, going, plans. it all ends up to nothing in the end.
yes i know, so i can't go out on Saturday now ( its no use going anymore anyway.)
you said i have to concentrate on my studies. ( i don't know how, if i'm really going to do that now.)

i'm actually thinking of what to do right now and tomorrow. i'm stuck with the worse people and i don't intend to stay the whole day with them after yesterday's account.

lucky dre is out these 2 days which leaves me alone as usual. ( except with additions)

i don't think my food intake is good either, i may get gastric soon.
i'm too lazy to go out and eat and too lazy to cook. and there's nothing to eat at home.
):

tuition later and tomorrow. suck.

WURRZELE; DIASTOLE!
thinking of what to post up now.

bolt fretboard stickers, should i get them?

sui generis

2009-05-14T16:49:00.003+08:00

hihihihihi (:
my computer is running at a slow slow speeed .____.
pain in the ass typing and surfing the net when i really want to! right now i have to pause every sec because its that slow and it looks like its hanged!.

okay so i've been fervent about DIASTOLE (: PROBABLY GONNA NAME MY BAND THAT IF I EVER HAVE A BAND. EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT THE ALBUM COVER ( PARDON ME OF THE CAPS?? STUPID COM IS SO SLOW)

the sad thing is yet i think i'm not get another bby )L: probablhy cos of my horrible grades to be! i really wanna ditch thkisgadget nowww right now nanananaananana. not expecting anything even if i have good grades which is nearly out of the world. its not like my parents to get stuff when we score. and whats really upsets me is my language i've been saying crappy english!!

i'm updating youtube soon!
YES. and saturday, i'm going bby hunting! ( lets just hope i can really get one popssss)

lately, i've been picking up bby strumming chords and just singing lyrics on the spot.( 2 vids) takes me away, i think i've got this talent, of just strumming chords and lyrics just flow like honey. bad thing is, i can't catch what i say, when i wanna pen them down, the lyrics are gone. i ave a weakness, i can't write along when i sing, its too fast to catch! lol. and amazingly i can press an F BARRED. ( KATY PERRY - ONE OF THE BOYS :B )

MUSIC RECOMMENDATION. HCECK OUT MEG AND DIA'S NEW ALBUM :)
<3 it !

AND THERE NO REASON TO NOT LOVE LIGHTS!
she too cute, love herrrrr. she's now on warped tour!

gonna do this cover soon, remember this song? (:

AND YES, I'VE REVIVED MY IPOD.
cheers! let me count,3 and a half years of survival LOVE YOU.

getting back results next week. serious nerve wrecking!
text Zhu and realized their last paper is on MONDAY.
HOW. either monay or tuesday. yes, wednesday i've gotta go back to school for the arts thing.

a math tmr...........
JUNE COME QUICK, I WANNA FLY OFF AND GET NICE STUFF :E

heading to metta later. don't you know, i'm a little abnormal! (LOL, VEGETARIAN AGAIN) long wait again ._____.

C:

QUIZ WHIZZZZ

2009-05-11T09:13:00.003+08:00

posting pictures soooooon ( by this week :)

TENS ARE YOU
★Are you single? YES
★Are you happy? NOW? no,..
★Are you bored? Nope, have studying to do
★Are you fair? Now i wished i was..
★Are you italian? Italiano?!!!!!
★Are you honest? Depends, now yes maybe no i dont know
★Are you nice? KIND? generally, yes. unless you're not that its not vice versa
★Are you irish？ i don't really fancy irish breath and i prefer blue eyes.
★Are you Asian? Yes.

TENS FACTS :
★Full Name: Steffi Goh Liping ( i'm sui generis )
★Nicknam: Steff, stef, anything along there ( everybody usually calls meh steffi)
★Birthplace: Sunny island SG
★Hair colour: Dark brown?
★Natural Hairstyle: Is there sucha thing? i can't remember what hairstyle i had when i was a baby :0 ( otherwise, scene )
★Birthday: 13 december 2 feb 23 march 13
★Mood : i don't know
★Favourite Colours : eheh. black, pink, purple, turquoise, (many..??)
★One place you like to visit: HELLO US, UK, .

TENS THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
★Have you been in love? i'm in love with a mannequin
★Do you believe in love at first sight? THAT BAG!!!!!!
★Do you currently have a crush? ( that bag, that that that that :} )
★Have you ever broken anyone's heart? probably yes, i upset lots of people, even me.
★Have you ever been hurt emotionally? we all do
★Have you ever had your heart brokened and when? Yes, a few mintues ago ( fearless cd pack!! )
★Have you ever liked anyone but is afraid of telling him? mine's too faraway! HAHA.

WTH. BATT LOW. okay nack :) (sidetrack...)

★Are you afraid commitment? What type of commitments uh, hell no commitment to you
★Who was th last person you hugged? i can't remember, i have a sad life.
★Who was th last person you said i love you to? Taylor :)

TENS THIS OR THAT
★Love or Lust? LOVELOVELOVE
★Hard liquor or beer? NO VODKA?? yushan would love that.
★Cats or Dogs? NIL? i only like young ones but they grow in the end =.=
★A few best friends or any regular friends? its lovely to have them all.
★Creamy or crunchy? what chu talking about.
★Wild night out or romantic night? both sounds queasy ( i dont know) BOTH.
★Money or happiness? Hmm.. I wan BOTH!!!!!!!!!!!! If cannot have both at the same time. Den i both also dun wan. (I gotta be crazy ==)
★Night or day? NIGHT! is it any possible to even have one of those.
★IM or phone? Handy.

TENS HAVE YOU EVERS :
★Been caught sneaking out? have i ever snuck out?!
★Seen a polar bear? maybe.
★Done something you regret? the bag.. whats the point of living life w/o regrets( you don't learn)
★Bungee jumped? No. i'm scared.
★Eaten food that fell on th floor? i'm no scavenger
★Finished an entire jaw breaker? i doubt Singapore has Jaw breakers at all.US has!
★Been caught naked? peeping tom! nope.
★Wanted an ex gf/bf back? WHAT FOR.
★Cried because you lost a pet? i have a memory problem/
★Wanted to disappear? yesssss

TAN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER :
★Smile or eyes? its all the face!! blue turquoise eyessss (:
★Light or dark hair? brunette and blonde. stuck in between! MIXED HIGHLIGHTS (:
★Hugs or Kisses? hickies are gross.
★Shorter or Taller? i think most of them are taller than me, i'm pretty short. ★Intelligence or attraction? half half pleaseeeeeeee. more to IQ.
★Topman or zara? tough choice, both are nice wardrobe choices :)
★Funny or serious? half funny half serious. can't have too much funny and seriousness
★Older or Younger? skater boys are usually 16 RIGHT. HAHA. older! or same ag but guys are still immature =.>
★Outgoing or quiet? outgoing, make me talk!!! quietness= a failed r/s
★Sweet or bad? dark red cherry please! ( guess)

TEN HAVE YOUS:
★Ever performed in front of a large crowd? Yes, i wish i can now. but im shy.
★Ever talking on a phone longer then a hour? Nope. my handy hardly rings.
★Ever tried walking on your hands? i'll be in vertigo!
★Ever been to a rock concert? NO ): I'VE MISSED A LOT. and taylor's country!
★Ever been on a cheerleading team? cheer captain/ bleachers, BLEACHERS! :}
★Ever been on a dance team? I was THE "FELXIBLE' ONE ._.
★Ever been on a sport team? T&F!
★Ever been in a drama play/ YES. but i can't act.
★Ever owned a BMW...? i don't like BMW'S!
★Ever been in a rape video? ... no

TEN LASTS
★Last phone call you made? SADLY, DRE.
★Last person you hugged? never hugged anyone before????????????
★Last person you hanged out with? family.
★Last time you worked? last year my lst income.
★Last time you IM-ed to? SMELLY CHERWINA friday night??
★Last person you texted to? dre.. ( asked him for 98.7 number -.- )
★Last person you went to movie with? (WHAT WAS THE LAST SHOW I EVER SAW???!!)
★Last person/thing you missed? bagbagbag, taylor, and.....
★Last website visited? Blogger? dont know.

THE PEOPLE I WANT THEM TO DO WILL NEVER DO IT~!~

raveeeee

2009-05-11T08:58:00.003+08:00

HI! AND I'M SO UPSET RIGHT NOW ):
have been losing things i wanted for 2 straight days!!!
LOST THE LEATHER BAG YESTERDAY AND TODAY JUST LOST A FEALRESS CD GIFT PACK.

WHY ISN'T THERE ANY NUMBERS FOR THE 98.7FM ONLINE!!!!! damn it.

SIGH. oh well, have to get over it =.= ( pissed) anyways.... about bby, i ain't getting no plug in anymore. dad talked to uncle tom and he said that i don't need to get one.. most probably im sticking to my current bby...............................
....................................................................................

went to zouk yesterday!! if i talk more about that, i'll be feel more sad okay. stupid leather bag ZZZZZZZZZZZZ. LOL, and i saw Jade seah =.= ( she talked to me lol)
she's tall man.....
bought a purple skinny jean (i must be outta my mind, dressed up rave yesterday) VANS HEELS ON SALE~~~~ I DIDN'T BUY ANYWAY =.= still very expensive uh.
tied up my hair to short hair?? some ppl thought i really cut it, oh well, mum wants me to cut it.. and she said i looked old yesterday =.= haggard skin, ya man, i know =.=
no sure yet, cant just let my tresses go!
played with dennis fath yesterday! BLACK BEAUTY LAH. and the guitar that i missed which is now henry's , sweeet. but i realized i can't do some stuff, and the stopping strumming LOL ( i came up with the weird name =.=)

great world city's macdonalds have the nicest icecream ever.. i'm serious the icecream is the nicest and thickest one i've ever eaten. went to DP, ZARA blahhh all so overpriced!! OH YA, i bought 2 "dresses" again LOL.

AND IM SELLING 2 PIECES FROM MY WARDROBE THAT I'VE NEVER WORN BEFOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. too big for me!!!
will post the pics up soon.....
one is a yellow with white vertical stripes with cap sleeves ( dress) and one long tube dress( or skirt), you can cut off the last part? yeah its too long for me.. but its a floral type( reb, black white, mainly white)..

EH THOSE INTERESTED PLEASE EMAIL ME OR JUST TALK TO ME IN SCHOOL :DDD then i can show u the pics in my phoneeeeeeeee.

TODAY IS MONDAY AND I'M ALONE AT HOME.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

GONNA STUDY BYEZXZX

diastole

2009-05-08T16:28:00.004+08:00

what a week.
yes, made lots of mistakes. but when i felt that God was there, everything became nothing.
gotta study hard over the weekends!
14 is nearing, you're mia so.. anyway i'm excited to get my bby! :D hunting hehe.

American Idol- so upsetting haha.
CMT.COM has you belong with me now ;)

dear Taylor is in London now!
oh yeah, and Ms Yeo IS GONE . ):
she's so funny, i'm gonna miss you!!

Friends forever in some way
But that's not the case for sure
I know you never see me cry
I know that things will never be the same
No matter how the story ends
The thing that really causes the most pain
Is that I lost my dearest friend
I know our paths were meant to cross
For what reason I'm at a loss
But this much I know is true
If there is anything you ever need
You can always count on me
For anything I can do

_
back from tuition ._.
having e math tmr morning..............................

oh man, i thought it was you, but i didn't answer.
i should have just followed my instincts.
ring me up again.

youtube is boring, no one has visited my page yet :o

90210 you belong with me

2009-05-02T17:26:00.003+08:00

i havent been updating much, sorry!
exams are here sigh.

yesterday was fun? (:
went for tuition~~~

went home and changed! wore the black vintage dress :D
went to eat some Taiwanese food. Aunty Pat and Aunty Jen joined us to town.
bought a nice skirt heheh, i didn't realized it was 9020 Beverly Hills but never mind.
went to Borders. Had so much fun reading all the mags with Taylor! sadly, the new sugar issue isn't out yet ): and i SO WANTED TO GET FEARLESS (but its not there at all T_T )
i bought a new pencil tin instead *GRINS.
DRE spend 28 bucks on a plastic wallet hahahaaaa. its called the capsule.
went to CK Tangs. Bought a new watch! It has the nicest face ever! Mother of pearl ( like fretboard inlays <3) with red numbers and a heart ! someone said black strap was too drastic, maybe i should have just gotten the black one AHH. anyway changed it to pink. wait till its spoilt then go back and change HAHA.
i spend quite a lot today :o
maybe buying new school shoes.

TODAY/
had tuition again~~~~
suck at chemistry. and math. and biology.
S.O.S
ian says he will try to come down regularly hope he can come down before friday!

WHATS SO EXCITING IS .... YOU BELONG WITH MEEEEE!!
THE MV IS OUT LALALAALALA.

the spects she wore in the video are her real spects. she has bad eye sight btw.
but i don't think its official release yet! BUT WATCH IT. although the quality sucks.
:DD

TOMORROW.
CHURCH ;)
lazy to take my phone for pictures, will edit this post again!

amazed

2009-04-26T12:33:00.002+08:00

can i just mention how awesome taylor's fearless tour is!
go check out her performances for the first stop in Evansville! She sang 18 songs with different stages, costumes. AWESOME. the embedding was disabled so click and check it out! really good quality! how i wish i could go to one of her tours ):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NPSOg89SzWk&feature=channel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GebXXktr4SQ&feature=channel_page
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4b_RLhG_qLU&feature=channel_page
she sings a lot better live now ;) its so amazing how she can remember all her lyrics ;)

i'm in dilemma about the biology nppa too.
not going to church today.
):

i won't if its not for school.
zzzzz.
sigh..
I WANT FRETBOARD INLAY STICKERS.
lol.
c'mon c'mon 14 may!!

oh yeah reminds me of YOU. tskk. M.I.A snail -.-

chaotic peace of mind

2009-04-22T20:20:00.002+08:00

BUSY
thank God ian is helping me with a math!
many stuff to be done today.
bio test tmr!

tell me what to do! havent really started with youtube although i have an acc ;x
count down to may 14!
strive hard and study till then steffi! wooo.

pray for strength ;)
prayer concerns on tagboard! ( feel free to tag them ;DD)

gotta go!
ciao

Indiana

2009-04-20T19:24:00.002+08:00

sorry man
too busy/ havent found time to update.
3rd for DB, hahah pretty awesome.
carnival was good, didnt do much :) oh well, you didn't go (last minute sighh)

CE has started for church.
may have to move again :\
maybe triple sharing with cam and ann ;)
fearless tour is going to start! taylor has left for Indiana.
so so so excited for her new MV.
seen a short preivew. haha the band scene, she played clarinet LOL. * fake i think.
then there's a prom, football match ( brunette cheerleader) woo.
haha.

starting to study already.
gotta go now. byeeee

you belong with me

2009-04-15T18:26:00.003+08:00

sorry havent been updating much.
going crazy over guitars. mid year coming up ): ( trying to put bby aside!!)
oh, my bby may be leaving me :| (depends tho)
busy with stuff lately.
today the relief teacher was.....sucky.
all best to DB. last training tmr then fri comp =.=
can die!!

oh well, update soon.
check out my twitter and .. mbr back ;)
AHAHAHA CANT WAIT FOR TAYLOR'S NEW MV MV MV HEHHE.
YOU BELONG WITH MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

grand ole opry tonight!
setting up a acc for my vids.
recording after exam, look forward to them! gotta get well first, sick again ):

good luck everybody.
TESTsssss NEXT WK
:O

cut cut cut): dental chair,, ahhh.
lights out :| darkness!!

distance

2009-04-10T21:44:00.002+08:00

no updates! haha. check my twitter ;)
i can't really recall what happened this week.
birthdays and birthdays.

db was the usual, hear people telling that i'm doing wrong.. my back hurt ):
i'm so dead, training next tues n thurs fri is comp. confirm muscle ache =.=
sat carnival day, ( having duty =.=)

happy birthday cl!
well, today started off bad, really bad.
):
waited for cherwin this time tskkk. ate at the usual place haha. samuel was late so he waited for hours with jh at tamp :\\
khairul got his 1st guitar.. a really good one, like woo takamine!! power, the sound was really good, admiration if only my 1st guitar was this good. but den say D series nt gd. told pops, most of the points conclude, too ex too ex, good ones are ex.. screw.
):

cherwin also, just bought his fina then dec buy electric alr. rich kid.
jam for awhile then it rained.. the 2 guys left me =.= went with samuel n jh, met cs and amirul.
blahblahblahblah. dre buying new hp after 3 days signing under his name.
amirul sucks, seriously. you're so gonna have retribution for all that you did today!!
the jerk left, cs also to meet his **friend ahem ahem.. bumped into azrayna ;)
haha, so funny.. eating dinner was the funniest part.
new cashless thingy o.o
samuel treat! found a seat. jh bought first, samuel helped my roder then rodered his. he came back with my plate and told jh to hold it first. because the table had the dirty dishes expt for jh area. samuel told jh to hold and not let me hold otherwise he beat him while he call the aunty to clear the table. the aunty came and jh was still holding the plate.. !! LOL. samuel took back the plate and held it. the aunty thought it was his food until he put the plate infront of me, the aunty was like ," i thought it was yours but actually is mine. and she said, very good very good lol.."
samuel told me to eat first b4 food get cold, so i ate lor .. he came with 2 plates one to share ._. laughed a lot, they're kinda funny.
saw dion LOL. ( he's in church now o.o??)
stayed awhile at the candy shop outside ljs. samuel asked if i wanted the heart lollipop i said no, he asked again i just looked at him and he bought it. =.=
he asked where i'm going now, i said hui jia (home) cos dad called =.=
so.. he and jh walked me home.. they stayed under my block for a little while..
samuel knew abt the parents thing haha. anyway it was the first i was with so many guys and my family were in the same mall.
reached home around 8plus.

tuition tmr. gonna be boring.. he's not going again =.=
oh, i sorta got used to his voice already hahah.. hmmm..
thanks for today :D

ibanezfenderephiphonegibson

2009-04-06T22:06:00.002+08:00

WOO
i'm so happy for taylor ;)
she won a Crystal Milestone Award because she has sold more albums than any artist this year and brought country music to a younger audience!
she lose to carrie for female vocalist but won for album of the year :D

her performance was GREAT. piano ;)

getting a new guitar, i have to wait for now.. a few months.??
a taylor is out of my list now, may settle a fender/ephiphone/ibanez/believer's or some other ones. umm anyone knows when the swee lee fair is up??
i have a low budget anyways. ): pop says 200, i gotta save to about that, MONTHS!!
happy saving up meee.

church was fun, wore a dress and it was so COLD.
talked to lydia (catching up). talked about birthdays dre n i.. oh well, i didnt get any presents from the upper hand haha. used to it i guess.
speaking for birthdays.
i'm getting poorer by the day, plus still gotta save for bby T_T

EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE TWINS!
AZRAYNA AND AZFRYNA
and, NOT FORGETTING Samuel( spwd ) HHAAAAA.

still have 2 people's presents to buy.. crap..
if only money was something unlimited.. hah.

well you're reading this..
thks for telling me, i don't wanna be oblivious. dont worry, i'll wait.
praying for you.

jam pack

2009-04-05T10:15:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY
jamming session at cherwin's place. was on the way there, then a group of guys near the tamya car shop were wee weet*ing.. so irriating.. =.=
oh well, cherwin has awesome guitar skills, poor me i'm not up to standard yet.. his fingers are so frigging long ._. && big place you have.

went home for tuition, passed those guys again ._.
a math tuition~

SATURDAY
jia hin join chem for sat =.=
samuel bluffed me, in the end i didn't get my present. i dont know whether to buy for him also HHAAA.
took my ic photo ( i look stupid, wasnt smiling =.=)
bought lunch n went home.

left home late.. trained to boon lay~~~~~
cg was fun ;)
reached home around 10plus near 11.

SUNDAY
dang, havent done chinese hw -.-
SUCKS.
going to church soon.

P/s, I REALLY want a new guitar T_T

too tired to fight your rhyme

2009-04-02T19:42:00.003+08:00

lost as usual,
know how to play lost but B sounds weird.
changed it to a G.

more covers to come.
ciao

mike sucks. need to get a plug in guitar, amps then mike
):

wasting my time

2009-03-31T18:08:00.002+08:00

Silence begins the day
as morning comes without notice
Tears begin to fall, slowly

The day moves on without hope
Wishing to be what is not to be

The sun moves to its peak
without a whisper or retreat

Time moving, but still empty
waiting, for you

speech tmr, its kinda hard to talk ): dont know if i can project my voice.
wish me luck
plus DB, aching all over.

goodbye

2009-03-30T18:39:00.003+08:00

sunday was my pouring out day
brought blue to church, dennis was shocked cos it was so small.. kinda hard to play it, with no button straps too ): p/s, recently did some work to my bby strap.

burned my throat at thai express then enjoyed at starbucks.
you probably are oblivious to whats going on. you said there's tons of fish in the water, but i don't care. if you read this, i'm broken, totally broken.

never doubt God, with him nothing is impossible.
thats what i learnt today.

thanks sakae buddies for making me laugh, i feel much better.
still ill :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DRE
hahhh :D

i jus realized america's seveteen march issue was so much more about taylor ): sg cut it a lot shorter. stupid, i hope may one is better. she's on the cover again? :D
crazier MV is out, clip from the movie.

not looking forward to sch. lots of stuff to do now,
bye.

broken in

2009-03-28T16:59:00.004+08:00

oh hello weekends.
suck.

the course in the morning was boring. can't believe the way i fell, hilarious.
oh yes, i am ill.
):

went to the mall with azrayna & fahima. went to buy stuff. omg omg ): they did a singapore edition for fearless. it did cheer up a little when they played her record :) bought papers.
present.
home.

did twice cover of thinking of you, first with my bby and it sounded horrible( too much squeaking) so 2nd try was better with bleu but still have squeaking . oh yeah my first is bleu heheh. i totally forgot the last part of the song so i was blabbering :x but vocals suck, i'm having flu and cough so don't expect much. did the strumming vers. of my song and it sounds horrible esp the chorus =.= major editing!!!! gimme comments.

gosh, my fingers hurt. so fast ): please tag for covers! i'm running out of songs to cover besides taylor's.
so tag okay.
^^

so lazy to do my homework
):

should i laugh or cry

2009-03-27T16:30:00.002+08:00

the way you stood there in the doorway.

I couldn't manage to do the first 2 questions of the math paper, so simple yet i can't do it at all.
whats wrong with me?
spend after school hours reminiscing. hah.
in dilemma right now :\

homeworkhomeworkhomework ):
-math nppa
-math
-lit
-speech
-chinese

lets just hope i can complete all by today.
tama stagestar rocking in the house now. tough to do covers, oh wait i'm doing a cover soon with it :)
the time where i would need a plug in and amp ): and mike ):
its overthrows me.

pretty flustered that BOTH my hot pink lightning ear studs dropped off ):
*CRY
it was my favourite so far. WHY??
the other thing is reporting at bedok stadium at 7..
7!!! so early. i just hope i don't get lost taking 28, which is also leaving the house around 5plus since the turtle bus takes so long to reach bedok.
sigh

i finally figured, i don't want to annoy you anymore. its pretty obvious you don't care.. i can't believe it, why am i always left hanging on a thread, clueless and lost. do you honestly expect me to wait. I'm not waiting anymore, don't go hot then cold.

be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to show wrath.

bloodied finger

2009-03-26T18:51:00.002+08:00

why do you keep coming with your disappointments not thinking about me when mine seems too much to bear alone?
sympathy no more.

woke up with aches all over. nearly thought i overslept, thank God i didn't.
just wanted to sleep through the periods. MT sucks, its too boring.
after curriculum hours was fun. thought about my song and *bamm. hahaha.

CCA, *no yes no. gah.
oh yeah, plans on Saturday now, i don't care if i don't see you, it doesn't matter at all, like i give a damn about it :)

now what i worry is about worship practice if I'm involved or not. anyway, i miss DG. traveling to boon lay is rather intriguing hah.

the time is up and its right, guys are so irresponsible, yeah you. oh and I've yet to post about my birthday and stuff, perhaps when I'm free. ate my cake yesterday, it was good.

my weekend is going to be so busy.
yay monday.
but i don't wanna run :\

ciao

insipid

2009-03-25T20:10:00.003+08:00

2 more papers to go and I'm already screwing things up.
i wish i was 18, able to sing,dance and act, in Nashville and to be the lucky 3 to be with Taylor throughout summer to October on fearless tour.

DB was fun, yet tiring and so lonely.
i wished more people joined.

i want to go out, who wants to date me?
doubt anyone :|

this is so random but i like sieg's name, its like so nice. and whats up with random mad people texting and calling!!
*pissed.

i bet you don't know, its hurting inside.
cake waiting for 2 days~~

fifteen

2009-03-22T22:34:00.004+08:00

horrible week x)
couldn't update much about the past few days.
sorry!! check me twitter!
happy birthday lydia and syafiq!

wooooooooooooooooooo.
service was cold today! got some gifts. and i was free form projectionist hehehe thanks uncle mark ;)
seoul garden dinner, ate till i was full ;) expensive dinner tho. should have went to sakura. sighh, breakouts!
oh yay, im not sick from yesterday cycling in the rain hahaha.
but im broke ): sickk.. my ear stud fell out from my right ear ): 2 bucks okay, hope still have the hot pink one.
anyway, busy week!!!!! ahhh. mugging and completing my holiday hw.. sucks.
):
omg and sieg actually wished me just now! SIEG!! HAHAHAHA.

4am tmr.
thank you taylor for your songs <3

anyways.
early early early happy birthday/
FIFTEEN!
ZHU
STEFFI

okay, i gotta go now.
see you in school yaaaah.

OH WISH ME LUCK AND PRAY FOR ME FOR COMMON TEST.

LOVELOVELOVE.

physical + emotional

2009-03-18T14:32:00.003+08:00

I learnt a lot when things don't go my way.

yesterday, had to wait for the 2 buggers for 1 hour =.= and cherwin said the last one have to treat. watched cherwin play his psp till city hall. zhi ren really treated us!
and then i was informed, movie canceled, sad but i cannot do anything, luckily didnt dress up.
went to raffles BK, i think the total would be around 25bucks at least. Joshua came back carrying a tray with 2 giant cokes really huge ones! i was like omg, so big!! then zhi ren say its mine and i was :0!! totally shocked, joshua la, upsized it!! and i dont like to drink fizzy drinks so i exchanged with cherwin.. he is a big eater!! he finished everything so fast can! i was laughing away from looking at zhi ren's face LOL.. the guys were giving weird expressions, had no idea what they were doing?? jus looking left and front.

i dont know what happened bu t joshua did something to zhi ren and he was so angry.. something to do with the face??

went to penin walked around around. bought my stuff and saw EYE CANDY, also cannot buy. :\
went to funan, heard the guitar hero song so familiar.. they were having a competition? walked around then i saw henry! he was waiting for ayan, asked me if i wanted to go shalom with them but i didnt want? dre told me he thought i was alone, i guess he didnt see haha.
walked around again, disgusted by joshua n tzr, so gay! haha
trained home.

re-strung my strings yeahh.. went to cut my hair, it looks weird now.

TODAY
new arrival~~~
dre havent even bought the floor mat? =.= my back hurts ):

everyday there's something going wrong.. please get better!!!
but i learnt things.. from God.

bbq later. hoho, im dead broke. my savings are totally gone ):
still have presents to get. sigh.

you're not sorry.

OMG EUGENEEEEE!! BULLY ME,TAKE IT DOWN YOUR NICK !!

overloaded

2009-03-16T14:22:00.003+08:00

I couldn't get through the night again.
Bio class was as usual. Missed SSH.
trained back with jodi and rachel. unknown sms at simei= Augustine.
jodi told me turn around LOL, kinda funny and shocking at the same time.
said hi and alighted at tampines.
had the rain to walk home with me, phone screwed up(!!)

i knocked my bed for 2 hours straight, finally had a good rest.

now its time to study. chem and math!
hanging out tmr.
:)

hope to read finish eclipse sooon

in Taylor's under 18 Melbourne concert she mentioned it, pretty interesting.
"This is a song i wrote about the best first date. the best first date ever has nothing to do with where you go to dinner, has nothing to do if somebody bring you flowers, the best first date is all about is being with the person who makes you feel fearless!"
haha

first date

2009-03-15T22:44:00.003+08:00

why won't you believe me? is it that hard?
i guess you have lost your faith in me.

hmm, confusing and mind boggling.
the horoscope seems so exact huh, friends and dude, meeting them together would be better. And i just know what top do, i hope the timing would be perfect. but there 2 repetition days T_T
except a tiny difference :p
i've got 1 present today and lydia was so excited that she spilled out what she bought for me haha :D

bye

comfortable

2009-03-15T10:22:00.003+08:00

SATURDAY
tuition(s). Mr THOMAS is forever late, so i put down my stuff and went to Ck, bought cheery chap stick.. went back at 9.50 ._.
brought a jacket this time. went for e math, he left for gym. so i went home.

forgot what i did.
left around 2plus to pasir ris. met up, city hall,penin,esplande, makan, topshop, taxi to fareast, went home around 9 plus.
my main theory, going out with guys = no fun. going out with girls= total fun. haha the guys left us earlier and we girls had fun ourselves. Bought stuff :D

(!!!!!!!) I NEED A HAIRCUT ASAP I DON'T CARE. its a mustttt ): It must be puffy again.

THIS SECTION
I've been planning to do the FAQ thingy for awhile but never got the time to. so here's it, i'm gonna type stuff about me and whatever questions you wanna ask me, just tag and i'll reply asap!

ME.

i'm shy, unless you talk to me or are friends with me i guess.

I'm pretty weird i laugh a lot

My obsession- blonde/brunettes with beautiful eyes like TAYLOR ;D

I'm not lesbian

I love surprises and cards

My dream had always been to be someone like taylor but its near impossible so :\

I love my bby 12/3/08

I don't like fizzy drinks, stuff toys(?) sensitive :o , too shiny stuff

I love black,red,purple,pink, neon colours, pastel, turquoise

Random likings: zebra stripes (depends), leopard prints, scene stufff, lightning, hearts

My hairband is a MUST MUST HAVE, i won't go out without one.
and just today i dropped my pink acrylic one in the toilet bowl, dre's gonna kill me, i threw it away ):

I HAVE TONS OF BRACELETS AT HOME. its too many :}

Acoustic and calming songs are <3

I don't really like making decisions unless i have to

i look like a retard :o

being skinny and a rag of bones is NOT FUN AT ALL. its sucks
_____________________________________________________________________________________

I love my brother ;D
he says he's either gonna buy rastafari bracelets or FEARLESS FOR ME
YAYAYAYAYYY but singapore doesn't have the limited box edition ): and i want her autograph. SEE LA, SO HARD TO CHOOSE. gotta decide soon. i gotta get his soon too, i think i know what to buy :)
and other people's presents.

YUSHAN is so funny lah, in vietnam still sms me and i replied! if there's extra charges yushan u pay ahhhh.

MY SCHEDULE
today ( actually going out with samuel but i gotta go church :\ )
monday: school and studying
tuesday: mass meeting!! HAH, gonna buy all the presets by then i hope

indescribable

2009-03-13T22:21:00.003+08:00

high stress levels comes down to nothing.
I'm bound to fail my a math test again.
I'm finally done with my second song after my tragic lost of the 1st one, but i think its horrible.. Edited the chorus a little weeny bit, still gotta find nicer chords.. but its sounds draggy but it was fun to write it. Probably calling it "why".

CCA was boring..hello, i am not anorexic.

FRIDAY 13
13! haha. went okay i guess.
got back my report card, "fabulous". I failed my a math and chinese =.=
gotta buck up buck up.

i have enough of hearing that me & that bugger are tgt, thats enough people! we're not okay.
i'm faithful to my bby! <33

talked talk talk after school with jodi,juan hui and amirul.
kinda ps, i wanted to wave at adawiyah instead gary turned around, kinda funny tho LOL. bought neon ear studs YAY LOVE. saw cherry printed clips black n red at the shop near ljs! so nice, but didn't buy , think about it first..

went for tuition, only jq,dawn and i! HAHA.
ate at mr prata for dinner?? samuel fetched his sis n saw me but i didnt see him .__.
haiz.. bought a tee with jq :D saw chapstick , cherry cherry :DD nivea, buy it when i have the $$ .

reached home around 9plus..
continued writing my 3rd song and i feel that its awesome :D
did a video memo. left with some verses yayyyy, can't wait.

tmr's gonna be fun. not really but hope so. can't go out with samuel, so going out with my homiessss to town. sadly yushan can't go):
vietnam there she goes.
i gotta sleep now.

see you guys!
LOVELOVELOVE

dreaming with a broken heart

2009-03-11T18:06:00.003+08:00

YOU MAKE ME CRAZIER CRAZIER.
I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THE SONG :D i know how to play already YAY.
brisbane's concert was power, totally couldnt hear her sing at all! whats the point of her singing man =.=
in aussie, she pranked macdonalds with accent.. pull a swifty HAHA. those people talk like uncle simon, the aussie accent x)

well, school's not cool.
TESTS TMR.
let me see... mmhmm, kinda drifted apart for samuel ;\
OH i saw zong han and ding loon today HAHA.. they shouted like twice.. i was too engrossed with my disgusting cover i guess :x
time files.. gotta start studying for CT soon..
oh no.. this sun i have projectionist duty.. lalalala, gotta rmb how to do it haha.

" i am weary with all my groaning; all night i make my bed swim; i drench my couch with my tears.- Psalm 6:6 "
no matter how hard things are, how noisy they are in your life, God's whisper of comfort never fails to quiets them..
:D

ON A LIGHTER NOTW. TMR'S 12/3
1 YEAR ANNI WITH BBY
i loveeeeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuu so much, words can't describe it:D
i just hope you could feel my love, even if i can't find your heart.

LOVE.

its a battle

2009-03-09T17:01:00.010+08:00

SUNDAY Oh well, found out that my creative ear phones are spolit =.= using my ipod one now. besides, dre broke the ilike! sad..it was really humid yesterday ;\ SUN was burning me. i wore a black dress with hot pink tee, plus bby was another load -.- haha. went to wastons found some cute stuff.. APPLE, STRAWBERRY HAH. played around with it and the cashier was laughing ._. went home after that. i'm offically broke broke broke.. TODAY nice weather, I'm just going through the motion but screwed it up.

i love this song ;)

5 more days to see you

breatheeeeeeeeeee

2009-03-08T10:39:00.003+08:00

CSI ROCKS. COS TAYLOR'S ON IT HAHA. some dude didn't upload the last part where she dies ): gotta find some where else to watch it.. GO AND WATCH IT! "TURN TURN TURN"
<3
woo hooo waiting for crazierrr. got the you're not sorry csi remix ^^

FRIDAY
the last time we really talked ):
tuition was kinda weird? suddenly the class was so enthusiastic.. mr anderson came so "early"!!

SATURDAY
busy day.. some how the conception of not wanting to lose your face makes it worse..
tuition til l? rushed home went to centre to pay fess and off to boon lay..
stupid girls block the escalator and i missed the train..went up to ann's place, bby was so heavy :x
worship was okay! hehe. then rushed off to uncle brendan's place.. the condo is awesome, love it.. 2nd time there^^ BBQ ALL THE WAY. dennis took my guitar -.- keep asking me to trade, NEVERRR.
so after i felt full, dennis took my guitar again so i took his.. i like his, the sound is nice :D but i like ian's MORE. hahaha..
then guitar jamming! there were like 5 guitars? wooooooo. ezra taught me the intro to more than words ;D and ian was playing "i'm yours", power chords ._. shawn was funny man, say that girls will melt after hearing.
realized that ian is around 1 head taller than me ):
left around 10 plus.. trained all the way back.. TIRED..

TODAY
going to church early. meeting ian later with dre.
dresssssssssssssssssss.???

update more soon with covers i f i have the time..

i miss youuuuuuuuuu

spin me around

2009-03-04T20:12:00.003+08:00

Hannah Montana movie is coming out.. Taylor's in it T_T As a cameo only.. Just waiting for someone to kindly upload her song "crazier" on the soundtrack!! Me loveeeeeeeee.
^^

I was really stressed up last night. Resorted to bby and i was so sleepy. HAHA did another cover of to make you feel my love while i was sorta sleepy while playing :P

OH, GUESS WHATTTTTTTT. So much stress and i still failed .___.
blahh.. Anyway, thanks rachel fong :D
Missed the DB meeting cos mr hafiz released late yesterday , and i heard there's training on 25!! CT LEH. my holidays are going nutss. Don't know whether to go for the amazing race thing? && also cannot go out with *, only can study HAHA.
laaaaaaaaa.

saw agen! he grew :D
CSI CSI CSI!!

cicatrix, cicatrices

2009-03-02T18:07:00.003+08:00

Yeah so its been pouring these few days and i like it a lot.
Its makes me think and all.

Sunday was fun.. didn't go early tho :p next week! dennis's guitar is so nice! kinda cheap.. i must remember not to get a china made one.. buts its gonna be expensive yo. gotta save up alot too -.- i want a thin body one ;)

Bought a new bio book, sad...
waiting for msg .__.
oh and happy 15th birthday joshua.

i'm stressed out.. chinese ad!! HAVENT DO.. HAVENT FOUND =.=

&& screwed up on my chem test ):

i will be

2009-03-01T10:26:00.002+08:00

rough week aye.
but i thank God for teaching me something.. I was walking home, switching on my player, i was about my bio workbook then fearless played.. I then realized, with prayer, with God, its so possible to be fearless.. Thanks to all my friends :)
I pray that I'll be able to find it tmr..

MY WEEKEND
I spend my Friday crying so its enough haha.. Samuel came along .__. met a crazy guy LOL.. and AAR was awesome my bro said so ):

SATURDAY
missed another AAR show at heeren -.-
When for chem, waited for so longgggggggggggggggg and zul didn't come again! Teacher extend into my math class .___.
Went for math, kinda upset like because of my a-math results.. Don't know how to tell mum too, sure get beaten up.. Sigh..
Samuel scare me la -.- after class..

Went home with lunch.. then went out again to shafiqah's home.. i thought i was late, but i arrived the earliest.. her home is AWESOME. niceeeeeeee ;D & her hamster is SO SO CUTEEE.

FILEFILEFILMEDDDD SWEEETTTT.

Azrayna went to tm so i accompanied her to the mall then wanted to walk home.. Decided to look around for present... to no avail -.-
Samuel came down again, waited for him cos he say car no petrol..
He look so scary can.. haha.. Ran off, called amirul, then Samuel found me!!
Sent me home then... I was the mean one.. Don't talk about it..
He's like my lucky charm lah, haha after i asked him to go then bad things happen LOL. I can imagine how short i will be next to taylor if she ever comes ):

OH AND YOU WHY ITS RAINED SO HEAVILY LAST NIGHT? COS CHERWIN WAS SINGING :DDDD
HAHA.

oh man, gotta buy my next guitar out of my pocket.

CHURCH AT 1!!!

see you guys. lazy to upload pics HAH.

lets see whose coming,
jason mraz, duffy,coldplay,kasier chiefs(?),craig david, N.E.R.D! OMG PHARREL WILLAMS!! haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

awwww taylor lost her passport in germany.. i wonder who will return it back -.-
NEW MYSPACE VIDEO HAHA.

i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

you're just another picture to burn

2009-02-26T18:46:00.004+08:00

I'm posting late again.. its probably my usual routine now.. sorry to those who actually read this blog..
my week.. this week so far, its very challenging.. i finally resolved something that I've been thinking about since last year at least.. felt fatigue, frustrations, joy, anxiety and pain.
PAIN- its so awful you just breakdown and stay up all night, rolling in bed.

FRUSTRATIONS- whether you are impetuous, was it the right choice?

JOY - nothing much actually ._.

ANXIETY-test, scores, nppa's.. i need help.. single digit for 35 marks log's test.. I'm D.E.A.D

FATIGUE- what I'm feeling right now and then.

so I've been chatting to weird people...jh, samuel,zhu haha. (lame)
keeping pain inside, oh yeah thanks so much for throwing my shoe again again.. its unfair because you're are always the upper hand..
but its okay, I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well..
so tests.. speaking of it, I'm doomed ):
i seriously need help on the Chinese ad thing too. this weeeeek is the worse week ever. I'm feeling down, but at least not lost..

its just another day at school but i thank God for guiding me through the week.
I'll be posting up really overdue pics someday.. apparently I'm busy on the week ends too.. tmr i have tuition( missing aar ):
Saturday tuition again then lit nppa for the third time this week, mugging for chem and Chinese all stuff ):
Sunday gotta go church early for guitar be home late.
so I'm all booked again ): just hope that next week will be better.

And.. I wanna write a song
crap... i just remembered i havent done my tuition work T_T

man-at-arms

2009-02-21T20:39:00.005+08:00

peeeeeek a booo.
i'm finally posting.. its been awhile ,really haha.
don't wanna rewind much so lets just continue from friday! the best day ever!! heeeeeeeeheeeeee ;)
the first i remember about friday is. the hot guy on the bus! ;D hot right azrayna ;)
rocked out and sang till my voice went hoarse heh heh ^^ i suck
had a math, log log log logggggggithariummmadad. jing horng you gave me HUGE HUGE SHOCK. i don't want to hear it.. then samuel apparently told jh that he knows me( never knew he was from dunmann) and the story goes on and on and on..

TODAY
woke up early.. went for the fun fair, saw samuel then asked him whr jh was.. waved then left LOL.. i was totally drenched in my perspiration! blame the weather lol.
plus my bag was soo heavy ):
CHEM CHEM, zul you finally came lahh!! talked to him then thomas came to teach :D no more gay teacher LOL.
E MATH, teacher revise log with me ;) so good cos only 2 girls.. samuel and darius didn't come.
ate lunch then head home..
fetch 2 girls to my homeeee for LIT.

i'm so busy now. homework, tests, nppa T_T
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
but i saw a verse that helped me ;)

and for the links, i'm so sorry but i will you asap, mañana!!
lol..

oh yeahhh taylor has so much in common with meeeeee.
"I have girl-next-door-itis. I was always the girl who would be friends with the guy and he liked the other girl, the girl he couldn't have. And I was the one who he could confide everything in, we're friends! Then he would get the other girl and I would say nothing. I would write songs about it... Taylor Swift albums one and two."
HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
anyways, break outs again! usual routine.. && the continuous criticism is unbearable. but you always have the upper hand.

no photos, look up at azrayna's ;D ( pssshhtttttt, dresses hehe)

you don't really stop loving someone.. you just learn to live without them..

ciao ciao ciao
wish me luck for next weeek yooo

how i feel

2009-02-17T20:23:00.002+08:00

the weather's getting better for a change.
P.E was exhausting, couldn't care to run. my shoe flew off, i banged into a metal pole -.- then i started plucking leaves lol.

Breathe pretty much describes my life right now. Just the bad ending is coming :\
I realized you won't always be there to catch me when i fall.

Kate did a new original and i love it! please upload it on your myspaceee!!
Yeah so, T.S is in london.. mmhmmm.. oh and.. jeremy sumpter +++++ Samuel koster <33
heheh ;D

you are,

2009-02-16T18:05:00.004+08:00

hello there.
well so 13 feb was okay till the next and following days.
14 feb was Valentine's & i did have fun..

Mass run was tiring not forgetting the pain of running in my MJ's -.- && i would want to thank Azrayna! thanks for washing my hair ( my luck) but really thankss i love you ;) thanks for the gifts and thanks to jodi and elvira too. saw Zhu! haha then headed home to shower.
i was so tired!! meet up with my good buddies ;)
couldn't catch the show. ended up eating at fish & co.. couple fight LOL *jk..
its was funny tho, laughed a lot. went to cycle.What a bad idea of double biking with amirul .__> sorry jodi for being at the receiving end of my endless screaming -.-
went home after that.

church was okay, except for the sweet thing -.- went home pretty late.

today.. monday blues... felt out of place.. thank God i passed my math test..
i have tons of homework to do and i hate global warming!!!

P/S check out the band the blaqk year!!
they are a nice band made up of cute guys ;)
15 year olds aussies if i'm wrong.. i love Sam Koster/ samuel! blue eyes, eyeliner (LOL) He kinda looks like pete wentz.. post he pic up some time ;))

an ocean of emotion

2009-02-08T12:15:00.004+08:00

hey thanks all for re linking will tag the rest another day, i haven't got the time yet. sorry :x
I AM SO EXCITEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

WHITE HORSE VIDEO IS OUT AND ITS THE BEST. also, i fixed a new set of strings and my freaking expensive E string burst -.- bought another replacement ):
now its sounds better except for E string lol! and the ball ends have different colours ;)
I LOVE CMT.

guess what!! blink 182- POSSIBLE REUNION. they'll be as a band at grammy's today!! Taylor's performing with miley too hehehhhhhh what a blast! && they may be recording an album this year ( blink 182!!!) woo.

this is an awesome video.

you can cry.
why does it have to be now

let it end in flames

2009-02-06T15:40:00.003+08:00

I'm finally back. Well, at first i really my link was ironic but now i think its okay?
Haha. Days have been busy, tests and all..
Sports heats was a bother!I was really high before that because the first thing i saw when i walk into 7-11 was TEEN VOUGE! High because Taylor's the cover girl for the issue. I saw it online but never knew that Singapore had it, i didn't buy it thought its 7 bucks!
The track was kind of fun but not totally fun, there's no adrenaline.
I pulled my muscle while running the 200metres -.-
its got worse after that..
Saw mum and passed her my shoe bag ;) Thanks.
Ate at kfc and walked around till 7.45?

And here i am on a Friday afternoon. Obviously my muscles got worse. I pretty feel much like a handicapped person cause almost my whole body is aching ._.
Walking is the torture, really..
played around in facebook. tried pets society?
lol.
Anyways, i am excited! White horse is coming out tomorrow, which is... Sunday! :\
And, taylor is doing a duet on fifteen with miley at the Grammy's on 8 feb ;)
fearless first tickets are on sale ha.
I have a math class later, ( not looking forward to it)..
i'm confused with logarithm in school already, gonna ask camerine at CG tmr!

My saturday schedule is packed too ):
tuition tuition CG

gotta study too........
things i need to do and look out for,
seventeen mag, some thin and durable stretchy string to re do my crystal bracelets which broke a few years ago -.- ( reminds me of my recent favourite bracelet that broke okay ): it can be re-stringed.. cos its the complicated type one!! I am so sad....), start tagging people with my new link haha, a guitar stand( not sure about it yet).
a few others too ;)

ciao

I can feel it, rubbing in.. when you know the way but you still feel so lost..
Its never meant to be.

i love you, i have and always will
don't stop cause faith never fails.

mmm hmmm mmm hmmm mmm

2009-02-03T20:50:00.003+08:00

frazzled, my black eyes can justify.
new link up.

new days, new beginnings.
its like knowing you all over again. pillar of strength.

love is a riddle

2009-01-31T15:45:00.002+08:00

HEY
i haven't been updating due to?? i don't know what LOL.
there's a bunch of tests next week ):

so what else.. hmmm.. WHITE HORSE'S video coming out in 1 or 2weeks yeahh. probably gotta search for it online :) heard she had to cry for 3 hours! oh my.. she said on much on demand in Canada 1 or 2 days ago.
the sad thing is.. her schedule till 0ct is mostly touring US -.- except a few days in Australia. the tour dates just came out.

): ):
go check out her myspace. her first album is triple platinum and fearless is double ;0 hahah.
oh and hey Monday is opening of fob!!
CNY is great btw, got a SP shorts, fedora, 2 pairs of shoes form timbaland.

yesterday in sch was great too.. i laughed a lot.. i like bio lessons, history.. haha so interesting :)
went to phy lab to wait for the rest who were doing practical.. kinda slept lol..
josh passed me the book, thanks ^^ waited till chak dad's came to fetch the trio then went out to find Jodi, cl and Joel.. talked at MAC, bought lollies at ntuc and headed back to sch.. IT lesson was fun :D
plugged in my ear phones and i was singing to Taylor live performances HAH. right Joel LOL. saw cl and Joel playing maths destruction game.. Joel is pro at it! 103!
haha.. went home with cl, rushed home for the dinner.. was late then something really bad happened=.=

slept very early after dinner at bdk..

TODAY i was late for chem.. the teacher looks so.. gay..new teacher .__. and zul wasn't around.. went for math.. laughed a lot haha.. there's this guy Samuel whom i met in English.. his voice very cute LOL.. not exactly but its like coarse or smth kinda funny when you hear it!

did some recording at home! pretty funny ones, cos dre was asking me to shut p andi was angry haha.. one day, i'll post them up :)
now i'm deciding what to wear to the party..
gonna leave soon to walk around JP haha.
OH AND THE NEW MALL AT TAMPINES is so gonna be the new orchard/bugis/vivo!
amazing shops.. there's proabably gonna be topshop too :)
and this japan shop which is very popular opening its first branch in southeast asia in the mall! cool right! its gonna open b4 april YAY.

excited!
i gotta run now.
leave a tag people
LOVELOVELOVE.

soaking in

2009-01-26T12:42:00.003+08:00

HELLO HELLO :)
I'm pretty on high now over plucking/picking hahah!
i mainly figured out the plucking for songs yayayayaya
LOL.
well, i checked Taylor's schedule and she ain't coming to Singapore but its okay :)
she recently updated her pictures but i miss her videos haha.
I'll post up one of her pictures which she looks so cute in it!

so, I'm recovering from flu.. I'm still flustered over the big pile of homework ):
i need a way out!!
going visiting soon....
had dinner with deb, aunty pat at grandma's place.. it was fun ;)
had some recap of the treaty of versailes.. damn there's a test this week -.-
i gotta now!!
and for more of jeremy sumpter's pics, go to his myspace via wiki!
:) hot guy hahah so cute.

happy chinese new year ya all!
have a great time
LOVE.

your face

2009-01-23T21:34:00.001+08:00

i feel so lifeless.
-.-

fearless is back on shelves.
9am tuition -.-
sigh

stars collide

2009-01-21T21:28:00.005+08:00

Everyday I'll just stop and watch as you slowly fade away

At this junction, i feel lost.
There's no forever and always kind of thing here on earth.
I miss fructose factory candies( or what do you call it), every little piece love.
I don't like festive seasons at all. Its the time where i fall ill.

testhomeworkandyoushouldknowwhat

i love Jeremy Sumpter to bits!! <3
he drives a Mustang and he still looks the same! so cute. HE's tall! 6'2"!!

LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

our last night

2009-01-19T17:46:00.002+08:00

hello, I'm back from camp. It was really good nor bad.
more to bad.
I'm back with flu and 1 night of insufficient sleep made my eye circles go dark again.. I've been working all month to get rid of it , it was okay now its worse..
Sunday was really tiring.. woke up at 11 plus.. went to church looking like a zombie.

Went to school as usual..
it was so so.
i'm still having flu now is worse.. oh God..
looking forward to white horse video and CSI.. guess whatttttt, Taylor Swift is guest star on CSI, she's started filming different wigs haha..but she's getting killed though.. stabbed with a scissors..

bleeding heart

2009-01-15T20:34:00.002+08:00

let the flames begin.

camp is tomorrow. and honestly, I've yet to pack at all.
I do not like camping in school at all.
the other thing on my mind its merging with ava..

whats annoying me now its the irritating music coming out of some synthesizer? don't know what crap thing dre just bought for 100 bucks.

%#*^$* $
white horse is up on radio.

2 days without bathing.. horror.

demos demos demos

2009-01-14T20:03:00.004+08:00

Wish I could close my eyes and see you. I wish the sky had your face and the oceans had your eyes, the sun it had your lips .

i could be your favourite blue jeans with the holes in the knees in the bottom of the top drawer, i could be you little beauty queen, just a little out of reach or the girl living next door, I'll be your angel giving up her wings, if thats what you need I'll give everything to be your anything. haha.

i like demos, they're nice.. paramore ones are nice too :) this one kinda suits twilight ahaha.. i just don't like that their songs are usually different tunings or the barred chords =.=

I heard you driving in my car
Than at a frozen bar
And I claimed I didn't care for you
But you first got trapped inside my head
Over, and over again
You played yourself to death in me.

I'd thought I'd drop you easily
But that was not to be
You burrowed like a Summer Tic
So you invade my sleep
And confuse my dreams
Turn my nights to sleepless itch

Stuck on you, 'til the end of time
I'm too tired to fight your rhyme
Stuck on you, 'til the end of time
You've got me paralyzed.

well I'm doing a cover for James Morrison the next time...maybe "to make you feel my love" but how to press Cm????
during math there was a pop quiz i got it correct but didn't tell teacher.. tmr have to do another one again =.= oh and i did horrible for the test.. damn i lost 4 marks cos i didn't leave in 3 sig fig.. pissed..
photography tmr -.- i havent packed for camp~~~~